When health issue symptoms popped up this spring, I began exploring the cause and one often overlooked is it's a way of correcting life out of balance. After my partner died I settled into widow's mode, sedentary existence, just surviving so common with older women. By nature reclusive, I became more so, as widows don't really fit in/third wheel. My raison d'être is The Mission, and as I've mentioned, health issue might be motive/aligned? The Universe/Mission Team has used it in the past to move me when I remained stuck etc. so if this sounds familiar take my advice and take action -- cut your losses, move, figuratively/physically, and actively embrace your contribution/passion, the part that only you can fill.