''The elf-queene, with hir joly compaignie,
Daunced ful ofte in many a grene mede.”
Geoffrey Chaucer "The Wife of Bath’s Tale"
Three years ago today my beloved crossed the Rainbow Bridge, RIP. Wish you were here. In the meantime, I've experienced all the stages of grief and agree that, you never get over it, you just learn to live with it.