What's your passion? Are you living the life you wish? Your answer will reveal the degree of Awakened Will you have. Our excuse may be lack of money, health issues, codependency etc when the real reason is we don't understand/use or apply free will. We desire something and then create complicated paths to them that drain our Attention, leaking away creative Force. Indoctrinated/brainwashed, we believe we have to work/earn, be good enough, be religious - delaying or defeating any hope of achievement. Stop trying, justifying/detouring, Return to Source and exercise dominion via Awakened Will.