The current events such as the oil spill in the Gulf, the war in the Middle East, terrorism, global warming etc. reminds me I have become entranced again...egoic mind has insinuated its 3D negativity into my reality. Recognizing this reminds me once again the ages old question, am I living a computer simulation or a figment of someone's imagination or even my own? Could I be living an outline preordained by distant Higher Self for experience? Whatever the Matrix like program might be, the way out is to wake up. The egoic mind magnetically attracts the negative vibration of hate and fear, gloom doom, greed and lack. We fall for it because of the excitement we sense but it's a pseudo sensation of egoic mind, a mental space that is an unreal astral tinged nightmare/dream of illusion that leaves us zombie like. What we are truly seeking is the trinity of united body, mind and Spirit...alivenessonly found in the present. Let's get real and live.
Lately I've been reminded what a creature of habit I've become. I had decided to make some room for new conditions in my reality by deliberately breaking my routine to shake things up and impress the subconscious mind with opportunity for change. What surprised me is I've begun to notice an air of vulnerability unusual for someone whose been out on a limb most of their life. The aura of security I've created the last few years formed a habitual feeling I've become comfortable with and although I know where it's coming from, I'm still surprised by my resistance to experiencing feeling vulnerable. How fast we become complacent lulled into a certain comfort zone. It's a wake up call to be flexible and nonresistant like the bamboo, remain detached, comfortable on the edge, a refined skill useful in these times. We must leave the familiar behind if we wish to raise our vibrations. If like me, you find yourself with that old butterflies in the stomach sensation, embrace it...it's a somatic recognition of the Ascension frequency.